Today,in no way much different from regular days,my colleagues asked,for the nnnnnnttthhhh time: "Wala ka pang boyfriend?";"Wala ka pa ba talagang bf?";"Ano ba hinahanap mo?";"Baka maxado kang pihikan?" Followed by standard lines "Mag-settle down ka na.";"Ena ka masyadung maselan." Haaaayyyyyy!
Then,my trademark response: a smile combined with silence.Yet after a minute or two, with all candidness, I humbly told them that nobody likes me.That no one is making me feel special right at this time.That there is a zero population pursuing me with great interest. "Wala pong may gusto sa 'ken." And they all refused to believe.Ang hirap magpaka-honest.:(
To add excitement to a boring work day,a quiet guy,Sir Mark,asked me again if indeed I have a negative love affair and when I uttered yes once more,he said his piece. "Mam Mitch,keng lawe ku pu kasi,kung ali ya matas status ing guy,ali ya sikan lub lumapit keka." Whaaaaaattttt???I almost fell off my chair.If they only know how simple I am,if only...
I have mentioned a lot of times that romantic love has proven to be the most elusive in my existence. I myself do not actually know the reasons behind this. I have ceased for quite a time now in finding the answer/s. I leave it all up to faith and HIM. Really and sincerely.
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