Ecstatic and Excited

Just when I thought I would be given a hard time with a request to be granted, it turned out to be easy breezy. The fervent wish has been patiently and quietly sitting in my heart for many months now. It is one of the few things I am looking forward, why I still get energy to rise each morning and get to work.

Every day I think about it, I knew it will knock me painful if it will not happen. So, I began to pray more often about it. I would talk to my angels, to Sta.Ana to please intercede for me.

Yesterday, in an unexpected casual conversation with my clinic manager, I kindly ask if the request may be approved, her exact words were- "Yes, you can!!!" It felt like I won  the Powerball lotto!!! I cried with mascara on my eyes, because of gladness, my heart was melting.

I was very ecstatic, during the early dinner meet up with my brothers, Kadie and Mykee.I just kept on laughing and smiling. I did not even get to eat my burger and fries at Farrell's.:)

I am thankful I have a manager who understands my plight as she has  similar situation with me. Now, I am eager, inspired and motivated as soon, I will get to be with the most special person in my life. I dream of hugging her again and to hold her frail soft hands. I'm sooooo excited but I will hide it!!!:)

Thank You God. Your ways are not my ways. I am still a work in progress.

Wish.Pray.Ask.