my McDreamy

Posted on my Multiply account
March 10,2011


Hi to you. I get nervous just writing this even when I know my multiply account does not exist to you. I just couldn't not write about you. You who may possibly seem to awake my hibernated heart. It has been quite a time since it mightily lubdubbed for someone. I knew I'd like you the very first day I met you, notwithstanding the intimidating and snob image you project.

I envied you with your Mac.You are fairer than me.I wondered to myself if I shall ever see you smile.I did. I felt that you didn't recognize my presence. I catch you friendly with the kids yet no hi whatsoever between us.

You do not know how you made my heart smile when you were uttering your comments and inquiries about me.Just when I expect not to see you anymore,surprise...surprise..you were there!Yeeyyyyy!!!

Smile more often. You look better. You look good to me anywei,with those creased eyebrows and serious affect. I expect nothing yet you are giving me more than what I am wishing and praying for.

See yah around??

Thank you for making me feel I am still a human being with a heart that beats. I wish the best of all for you. May you be filled with love and happiness. You seem to be a good guy. I am pleased to receive a response from you. 

Today
August 13,2011

Sa saya na nararamdaman ko,naiiyak ako kasi tumitibok pa pala talaga ang puso ko. At di na sya takot na subukang magmahal muli. Thank you to you.If you only have the slightest idea how much you are making me happy and calm.

August 24,2011


Yeyyyyyy!! You were there.Believe na ako sa 'yo with your incredible powers to make me feel fly with happiness. Oh M! My face is about to experience spasm with the constant smile painted on it. PAK! You don't have the slightest idea how much you inspire me to wake every day and ride with the hope that fuels me with zest for life and work.


Just having you today standing and staying beside me melts my knees as they turn jell-o. Lubdubbb,lubdubb my heart for you. Wow,you smile and I want to capture it. Talo si Piolo sa 'yo. 


Hi crush, Have a restful night.I will see you tomorrow.:)


XOXO

Sept.24,2011

Dearest Crush,
        Hi! Earlier this week, I retweeted a quote on Twitter. It was " Dear crush,please try to smile at me for once,it'd bring me an almost eternal happiness." I was truly hoping for it . Previously, I could smile at you but when the pipz started to assume that it was YOU who is my crush at , I became paranoid.
I would try to gather courage to say Hi  but with others hovering around us, I can't do it.:(
        You have been nowhere to find for several days and I was getting extremely annoyed,irritated,sad and insanely mad at you and to anyone. I was functioning and working in a not so ideal way. The Smile on my face was rarely seen. Then I prayed. I pleaded to God to please allow me to see you before I leave. Dear heavens, you were there.Gotcha!!!:) 
         I was like a kid who wanted to jump soon as I saw you coming. I really wanted to hug you.My heart's at home again. It has found its inspiration.A big bonus to boot- YOU SMILED at ME and even talked to me AND I was able to respond properly. Here's hoping I didn't sound too giddy or nervous. That's why my most favorite word now is PISTACHIOS!!:)
        I will see you around.I care much.


October 14,2011


I wished to see you kahit 10 seconds lang o kahit 1 lang. I told myself it'd be enough to make me smile genuinely.And I saw you, with a "new" shirt.White,red and blue. My defective eyes become instantly clear for you.My canteen strategy worked for me again.:) I missed you.

I didn't expect you any longer 'coz I know your schedule. Ok na ako,nakita na kita,pero you arrived and I thought an announcer loudly mentioned I won jackpot in lotto draw.Woot!Woot! You're there.:)

Now,I plan to have the Star laminated.It was icebreaker,how you casually told me you knew it was mine.Every page you held and read.As Kei said,"dyaryo lang pala katapat nya,para kausapin ka nya."

Standing beside you,assisting you with your needs,watching your skillful and efficient hands perform procedures,laughing and smiling with you-PRICELESS!

I wanted to hug you tight so you'd know how my heart strongly beats for you alone.It is a brand new day in my life. Fear and isolation vanish with your presence and charm. My heart is happily smiling and grinning.


I might have facial spasms with the big smile.I am super happy I am sooo contagious.Truth to tell, I don't develop expectations from you.I just wanna know you are taken cared of and in a content path of journey now. Your snob impish grin is the cutest. 

You are more beautiful than Piolo and Lloydie combined. I am screaming with gratitude and radiance because of you.You make me feel so high I wonder why people do drugs.I sincerely care very much for you. Your success and good health are constant in my petitions.

I was happy and am happy, I know though(prayerful and wishful thinking) I could be at my happiest WITH YOU,dear.

See you around and please try to promise,that no matter what happens,you won't change. I will be alright with it.I am proud of you,I know that behind that pompadour image is a man with a good and sweet heart.


Eat.Pray.Love.

Oct.16,2011

Hey,is it right to be with you? Makakaya ko ba? Fear as strong as tsunami is creeping in now. God,ready na ba ako for this. You know how weak and scared I am with this.

May I ask a favor? Try to see my affection and care for you. Allow me to show you my capacity to nurture you.Try to like me back with utmost  sincerity.

Now,if you cannot do these, please stay away soonest. Help me pray that my heart and soul may endure the possible pain,rejection and sadness. Thank you.

Oct.24,2011

Hi Crush. I am terribly missing you.Genie in a bottle,please conspire with the universe to help me get closer to him. People around me lack interest in listening to my stories about you.It's disappointing. It doesn't matter that much though,because in my heart,I know, you are the one that really makes me smile and beautiful these days.
How are you? Do you know that I'm doing all that I can to adjust my work load so I could be with you more often? Do you know that you are constant on my mind? Stay healthy,dear.

Till you find me.:)