Not Yet Ready

It is 2:48 PM on my MacPro and 11:45PM on my iPhone, PH and California zones. I keep the laptop time so I have a ready idea of the time back home.

I have a lot of emotions swirling and swimming inside me. There is this overwhelming feeling of everything heavy. But I am not ready to express it. Coz maybe I myself is still on denial that I am in a totally crazy world of chaos and turbulence now.

I am however floating and still up.I wanna believe that amidst all these fuss and madness, peace and calmness will knock at my door. I don't actually wish for happiness anymore. Simply the courage to survive all these.

Faith. Hope. Courage.