Till LOVE finds me.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Pope Francis, Rockstar for GOD


When  he made his public appearance  as the newly elected Pope, there was this very strong and encouraging welcome impression from Christians worldwide. He is not a traditional, ultra-conservative and rigid dogmatic one. People living in the present society can relate to his teachings especially the youth.He uses words ordinary people can grasp.

His enigmatic smile pasted on thousand photos draw more lay people to listen to him. He speaks simply and from the heart. He is a HUMAN being who can identify with billions of believers, willing to reach out to them especially the least, the last and the lost.

I like him, his words of wisdom are for all, the madlang people of all nations. You can't help but pause and ponder after reading or hearing what he had said. Like the former Pope, now St.John  Paul II, there is unexplainable charisma which they possess.  I did not see Pope John Paul for the World Youth Day on 1995. When Malacanang and Catholic Bishops Conference of the Philippines (CBCP) officially announced the Papal visit of Pope Francis in our homeland, I knew I had to see him. I want to see in person even just one pope in my lifetime. As I said, I like him.Even my Adam Levine once tweeted " I have a good feel for this Pope."


Social networking sites proved to be useful in sharing safety tips.




On Saturday, January 17, together with my cousins, we headed to Manila. Lucky for us we were still able to book a room at Riviera Mansion in Malate as all the hotels along Roxas Blvd were full many months before the Pope's arrival. It's me, Sharon, Ville and Ivan. We had a "powersnack" at Uncle Cheffy first to gain energy for the many plans we have on how to see Pope.:) "Let's find M.Orosa St.first, do'n lang entrance for the mass," "Tignan muna naten Nunciature para bukas, " "What time shall we sleep and wake up later?", "What if we go to UST tomorrow morning then head immediately to Grandstand?","What food are we gonna bring?". And many other questions and strategies.Later we realized as much as we would wish to see Pope in all the events, it is quite impossible unless we become invisible and join his amazing security convoy. :)

Walk, walk, walk, just walk. This was what we did Saturday night. We asked directions for Nunciature and how lucky we were, the women we were talking to are headed to Nunciature. They are Quezon City Disaster Risk Management Council staff. The boss is Ma'am Cindy Garcia, a cabalen. Tadaaa!! We were at the back of their car with blinker, going to Nunciature!:) The excitement continued to build up coz as soon as the car stopped at the place, media satellite vans were seen,vendors selling Pope memorabilia, PNP, AFP and rescue volunteer groups in attendance. For personal record, Quirino Avenue of LRT Station 1 now and always will have a very significant attachment to me. THE Nunciature. Coz it's like: R.Papa- my cousin's house; Bambang- scrub suits; Pedro Gil-Robinson's Place; Baclaran-Mother of Perpetual Help,etc.

Ivan was basang-basa sa ulan!!



At Quirino Avenue waiting for Pope.







Thank you my Bee, Ville and Ivan for this wonderful memory of us.










After Nunciature, we walked along Roxas Blvd, preparations were ongoing. K9 dogs trying to sniff danger, cameras and OB vans being set up, happy smiles of people taking souvenir shots with their friends and families. It was sort of TBT educational trip as we stopped in front of the Rizal Monument and the huge huge Philippine flag swaying gently with the wind. At 10PM,a great number of pilgrims is already headed at M.Orosa Avenue with pots of food and jars of water plus blankets, jackets and images of Sto.Nino ready for camp out as the gates to Quirino Grandstand are to be opened 6AM the following day. Woww!We moved back to the hotel, readied our Pope shirts, bottled water and energy bars and slept at 11PM.






We were on our feet 3:30 in the morning for Nunciature. The Pope is scheduled to depart at 9AM for his UST event. We were able to stay at the second row behind the steel barricade, those who were in front of us came at 11PM. As everybody waited for the rising of the sun, we tried to take a nap while seated on the road. The crowd was getting bigger as the clock ticked, it was generally peaceful and calm all throughout save for a few who needed medical assistance for asthma attack, dizzines. Mobile phones have no signal anymore. It was ok, all for Pope's safety. Happy screams and waves aroused for every security vehicle that moves and blinks around the area. At around 6AM, police, navy and air force, and other agencies started to form the human barricades. When the PSG convoy arrived, I knew it wouldn't take very long before we'll get to see Pope. Sparrow unit men surveyed the LRT station, K9 dogs were present. Security alert at its serious best. I was sleepy, low back and calf pain I  already feel but I can't complain. To see babies, toddlers, senior citizens, the crippled and disabled patiently waiting for the Holy Father leave no room for words of discomfort.







With the strictest security measures, my Globe postpaid mobile displayed Smart signal for 5 seconds.:)



The armed forces in front of us were sharing helpful hints as to when to have the cameras readied, the last movements of the convoy that will signal the departure. The Nunciature was roughly 40 meters from where we were standing,that moment when I saw the Pope walking towards his van was already a moment. Like, OMG! He is real, he is on the road now!!! Seconds gone and the convoy was smoothly moving. The 2-4 second glimpse of him inside a VW SUV was gone fast. I did not hear anyone complain. As Sha and I were ecstatic to catch Pope, Ville and Ivan sadly did not see him for some reasons. Sad, that is why we took a quick brekky and waited for Pope Francis to arrive from UST. The volume of people along Nunciature did not thin out. Short past 12 noon, Pope was back this time riding the Popemobile.Yayyy!!!Longer time, around 7 seconds of seeing him!:)

Amang the typhoon made its presence felt in Manila with continuous downpour and winds.It did not however dampen the Christian spirit of the pilgrims. We joined the mass of the Holy Father at Quirino Grandstand. Thank you for the LED walls and very clear sound system. The best and most solemn ever time I heard Ama Namin was  sang was on this Eucharistic celebration.It was beyond feelings and emotions. To share a piece of the body of Christ with others during the Communion showed "bayanihan" among the attendees.

Tell the World of His Love, the theme song of World Youth Day 1995 and We Are God's Children, the Apostolic Visit 2015 hymn were sang . What a sight and sound to behold.Millions of us braved the rain and wind. It was starting to get really cold we had to rub our hands, drink hot coffee after the final blessing.Thank you Archbishop Soc Villegas and Cardinal Chito Tagle for thanking Pope Francis in the way we the millions of Filipinos would express our gratefulness to him. No frills, just sincere words from the heart like Pope. I will do my share to go to the peripheries with you, Papa Francisco.When Pope going home to Nunciature was waving to the crowd, we saw him one last time. Did I say he used the jeepney Popemobile made by a Philippine company? Nice.

Why did I go to Manila, deprived myself of sleep, stood for long hours, walked kilometers of distance, stayed under the rain and strong wind for just a total of 10-12 second-glimpse of the Holy Father? Is it worth it??? A resounding YES YES!!! I won't have it any other way. I know if I did not push thru with the plans I will regret it for along time.I went to see Pope as a sign of my gratitude to him for showing MERCY and COMPASSION to everyone especially the marginalized and abused.He is an apostle of God who says, " Who am I to judge?" and carries his portfolio by himself. He laughs with the innocence of a child and cries tenderly for the pain and anguish experiences of his flock. He often sermons on doable things- Finish your food; Sunday is for families; Be happy. He speaks with authority but does not impose intimidation. He cares so much he listens carefully. Pope Francis is hard to ignore.

If I have to choose his best quotes from his Papal visit, they would be the homily at Tacloban- " We have a God who is capable of crying with us" and his emphasis on asking for Mama Mary's intercession when there is just too heavy a burden to carry and his speech at UST telling us not to be afraid to cry. We need to cry to understand. 



Thank you soooo much God for bringing your Holy Apostle in our land. He is YOUR rockstar on earth!!!!Thanks Pope Francis for sharing your time and wisdom with all of us. Thank you for bringing out the best in the Filipino people. Praise be to God for your safe and orderly arrival, stay and departure. I wish and pray the Pope Francis effect is not temporary, rather a great motivation and inspiration for all of us to go to the peripheries. When we miss the Pope, he'll be with us there.


To God Be The Glory.


Postscipt:
Clap!Clap! to the government and all its agencies, CBCP and Archdiocese of Manila, City of Manila, all the dioceses and parishes, volunteer groups, the business sector, media, and all the Filipinos for a job well done. The Papal visit was truly AMAZING and AWESOME!!!:)






Thursday, January 1, 2015

My Best Quotes for 2014

I have this habit of screen grabbing quotes on social media, those adages that strike a chord in me. I ponder upon them as they are relatable in the past, present and future cycles. They are about love, friendship and life in general. For 2014, here are my most remarkable quotes:


 I laugh at myself and corny jokes. Smiling is easier than frowning, it is proven to make you look young and fresh. My VP for Admin always observes my red lipstick,I once wondered loudly to him why he rarely asks about my job responsibilities and he told me it's because he knows I do my tasks well. Such trust humbles me. I know I still have the huge capacity to love someone…albeit the right one for the right reason.
 I dine out alone in fast-food chains and fancy restaurants that offer sit-down and buffet services. I watch movies by myself, I like it that I can cry without shame when John Lloyd and the stars of The Best of Me and The Fault in Our Stars profess their love for one another onscreen. I even politely declined from a good person an invite to see Mockingjay with him . I wanted no distractions in witnessing the plight of Katniss and the Panem people. I am comfortable doing things by myself, in the same way I look forward and  cherish moments I spend with friends like dancing at a club or simply sipping warm coffee over stories.


 I am not an ultra-expressive type of person, the "huggy and kissy" kind. It still takes a Herculean effort for me to say I love you without awkwardness to people, but I think I am getting there one at a time. I know how life could be unpredictable and there's this real possibility we might not have a chance anymore to express our love for the people around us. I send random Hi and Hello messages to my long-distance friends, plan quick coffee and beer dates when schedules permit. For my family, I make sure I get to see or hear them on FaceTime and Viber weekly. No grand gestures needed to show the love, it's the pretty little thoughtful things that may count a lot.
 There will always be things beyond our human control, no matter how we place on blueprint our life's plans,God has a way of revising them for bigger and better results that are likewise beyond our imagination. 
 These are the people that need to be nurtured and cared for. I do not have an army of acquaintances but I have a bunch of special individuals who keep me sane during sadness and cheer with me in celebratory milestones. These are the people who see the inner pain beyond the laughter and the soft spot that lies in the courageous face. 

Many a people say I have a strong personality and I take it on a positive note. I do not bulk down easy peasy on trials and mishaps. I breathe and tell myself, "This too shall pass." I know that there are people with heavier problems and as what the witty Ramon Bautista wrote in his book, " Gusto mong walang problema? Mag-taong grasa ka!" I do not have a callous heart, I feel pain and misery to the point that I honor them. I allow myself to cry and sob even to the point of hiccups and red puffy eyes. Because it is OK to NOT be OK, really.We don't owe it to the world to be fine and mighty all the time.
Once I chanced upon a question, "If you have to have only one of the five senses, which would you rather choose?" Bar none, it will be the gift of sight for two main reasons: the irreplaceable happiness of seeing the faces of people I love and the satisfaction I obtain from reading books, novels, magazines and broadsheet. When I am too tired from teaching and other tasks, I read chapters of a novel to calm my nerves. I get to temporarily escape from the madness of real world thru the characters and plots. I would love to one day reread my complete collection of Harry Potter and Twilight books. James Patterson's suspense- action stories continue to bring atrial flutter to my heart, My current favorite authors are Emily Griffin and Gayle Forman, their Something Blue and Where She Went novels moved me to tears.I felt the anguish, sorrow, hope and love.
God's answers could be a resounding Yes, a gentle No or a gentle Wait. I admit I want an instant Yes to my petitions, nonetheless as my age( not actually my maturity) progresses, I get to accept and handle the No's and Wait's. Sabi ko nag, "Wala ng tatalino pa ke God, He simply is THE Smartest!!
Others may be harsh to me and I may be difficult to deal with. At most times though, it is I who persecutes "me" the most. I find it hard to forgive and understand myself for my shortcomings and flaws. I am learning to be gentle with myself now, accepting the truth that I am allowed to stumble, swing in messy directions once in a while.



Prior to my training in Makati, there was insane madness hovering around me. A  huge leap of change in my future is coming nearer and I actually am scared with all its possible consequences. I am so attuned with my present life, I am at my comfort zone surrounded by my favorite people. May God's guidance lead  the best winds of change for me.
Hmmm, maybe I will still one day open not only the door and windows but my whole heart to a whole new world of love. I still have a heart that beats. No to a jaded and cynic heart. 
This is me and I am me. I am more than lucky to have great people who love me for me, despite my wickedness, erratic and twisted behavior. Maybe they see the "good" side of Michelle.:)


Just like that. There will always be A way. Pag gusto maraming paraan, pag ayaw madaming dahilan. Two individuals who live in two opposite sides of the globe at two complete opposite time zones will exhaust all effort to communicate. In the same manner that others won't run out of excuses just so to avoid connection. #NoExceptions
I agree with this that is why I share it! I love my family to the moon and back. As they live thousand miles away, God made sure I won't feel desolated He brought me loving and caring beings to be my families here. They count me and Mamang as theirs and that melts my heart. Di bale nga atang walang Kapuso, basta may Kapamilya!!:)

What are your memorable quotes of 2014???:)

Have a blessed and beautiful 2015!!!

Live.Laugh.Love.