Unexpected

Here it is again, the third in my timeline. A friendship gone, in a way I never imagined it to happen. It is sad, as I considered this person a real real friend, an older sister even. No concrete turn of events transpired that is why up until now I wonder how on earth this meltdown of friendship occurred. As I value this person much, I made an effort to save what we had and what I thought we still have. Sadly, my plea fell to deaf ears.

As always, we are hurt by the people we love. I am in pain and sadness now because a person with a place in my life and heart chose to not include me in her world anymore. I may not understand the whys and hows nonetheless, I accept with humility her choice. I have a limited number of true friends and I consider them to be very significant part of my existence and  key source of inspiration.

"The only people you need in your life are the ones who need you in theirs."  Inside me, I still wish we can laugh out loud the way we used to do. However, if sooner I get used to the absence, then maybe it is all for the best.

Apologize.Pray. Accept.