Unexpected

Here it is again, the third in my timeline. A friendship gone, in a way I never imagined it to happen. It is sad, as I considered this person a real real friend, an older sister even. No concrete turn of events transpired that is why up until now I wonder how on earth this meltdown of friendship occurred. As I value this person much, I made an effort to save what we had and what I thought we still have. Sadly, my plea fell to deaf ears.

As always, we are hurt by the people we love. I am in pain and sadness now because a person with a place in my life and heart chose to not include me in her world anymore. I may not understand the whys and hows nonetheless, I accept with humility her choice. I have a limited number of true friends and I consider them to be very significant part of my existence and  key source of inspiration.

"The only people you need in your life are the ones who need you in theirs."  Inside me, I still wish we can laugh out loud the way we used to do. However, if sooner I get used to the absence, then maybe it is all for the best.

Apologize.Pray. Accept.

Steady Week I Wish

Hello, my blog site!!! I miss scribbling my thoughts and photos on this corner. "I have no time" will sound lame I know so it is safe to say, I simply had various things in my hands,updating my blog needed to take a backseat.  It is second semester in the university and I have a part time teaching load albeit it is quite a bulk of task as I need to prepare and study. I am still the lab-in -charge full time of the Nursing Arts Laboratory.

The Bangkok travel with cousins, squeezing limited minutes for treadmill and cardio exercises plus Mamang's demands for me to arrive home earlier than the sun's disappearance had me wishing for extended hours for a few days.

My birthday week simply passed. I am grateful for the 36 years and counting. May I continue to appreciate all that I have. I felt loved by many and it brought wonderful feeling.

Today as I joined the mass, I prayed for a fruitful, quiet and steady week.  May I be productive in my two worlds of work, have quality time with Mother and hit the gym, do core work-outs and shed the pounds I gained because of the too often food explorations my cousins and I did.

Lord, please bless our week.Thanks.

Breathe. Run. Breathe.