“Everything happens for a reason.
In 2003, when I set my feet on the UA grounds to pursue Bachelor of Science in Nursing, two distinct scenarios were on my mind to serve as my motivations. 1.) To work as a nurse in one private and one government hospitals respectively, 2.) To function as a USRN to finally be with my family in America. The former materialized soon after I passed the local boards. The latter I have yet to patiently wait to occur.
“To whom much is given, much is expected in return.”
Truth to tell, to work as a Clinical Instructor in the university happened in an unexpected and unforeseen circumstance. This early, I wish to extend my gratuity to my former dean and mentors for encouraging me to join the College of Nursing family, for believing that I have what it takes to be a member of the department and somehow help in molding the students to be responsible nurses in the future. Trust and confidence were given and entwined with them is the assurance and expectation that I can share to our nurses-to-be wisdom and skills that will help them in their practice.
“Let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season, we shall reap if we do not lose heart.”
Galatians 6:9
Nursing educators serve as lecturers (classroom discussions) and Related Learning Experience(RLE) instructors(hospital and community exposures). I have experienced both and one is not easier over the other. I endured lecture courses, read: 10-straight hours of talking and explaining to a big number of students, preparing Powerpoint presentations, studying the topics carefully for congruous delivery to the students.
Supervising student nurses in the clinical setting has its own unique challenges as well. Guiding and monitoring 10-11 novice students is not one for fairy tales. Guided by the principles Benefiscence(Do good) and Nonmalefiscence(Do no harm), efficient and effective nursing care is expected from us while generating adequate knowledge and experiences. Holistic approach of care is emphasized in Nursing. Through my profession, I become God’s disciple in teaching my students apt knowledge and theories necessary, skills to facilitate health promotion and prevention of illness and Christian attitude to help them genuinely and sincerely care for the clients.
However daunting the tasks may be, what kept me and continues to make me move forward in my FAITH in God knowing that He’s with me at all times. I never fail to whisper to Him a prayer or two to please guide and enlighten me always with sound judgment and Christ-like heart in dealing with patients, students and everyone else I meet. Mama Mary’s intercession surely paves the way in shielding me from harm and undue stress.
I can’t categorize my job as a glamorous one what with frequent exposure to hazards and probable legal problems, yet I find joy and peace knowing that at the end of the day in my own little ways, I get to contribute help to our sick and indigent patients and their families. Their warm smiles and thank yous, signs of recovery brought about by genuine-filled care and concern rendered to them-PRICELESS!
It humbles me each time I see former students working as registered nurses in different institutions and they continue to value and appreciate a thing or two, they say they learned from me. In this simplest way, I become the Lord’s instrument in producing diligent and compassionate nurses.
“In everything, give thanks.”
1 Thessalonians 5:18
My heart swells with gratitude to the UA community for giving me this priviledge to function as a CI. I now know that venturing into this field happened not by chance rather it is God’s sketched plan for me. In my five years of stay here, I have travelled to different horizons which led me to a deeper and stronger relationship with Jesus and Mama Mary. It has made me a more rounded individual, more understanding and patient in dealing with people from all walks of life.
I have learned that teaching not only entails giving theories and wisdom and skills by the books, comes with it just as significant is ATTITUDE. Passion and dedication in the image and likeness of our Creator have to constantly be endured and enhanced. With utmost modesty, allow me to say that I become more prayerful. I love attending 12 noon Eucharistic celebrations, the solemnity is always palpable.A fixed, constant Friday reminder of my Kindergarten teacher I do now to my students,”Please go to mass on Sunday,” and Fr. Jerry Orbos’s “God bless you. Mama Mary loves you.” Bishop Mallari’s presence immensely radiates holiness that is why I love to have photos with him.:) In BECs, I glimpse at my students in a more magnified way. I get to discover their dreams, aspirations and even upheavals. I know that just by attentively listening and letting them vent inner emotions, I could make a difference, no matter how small it may be. BECs serve as a huge help for spiritual nourishment of educators and students alike.
I will forever be grateful to everyone whom I have met and worked with in the institution. I believe that each and every person that comes my way has an important purpose in my existence. Thank you to the administrators, my mentors, colleagues,the non-teaching personnel,4Runners,the patients and their families, hospital personnel and my students.
It has been an amazing five years here in UA. I still find it awkward to speak publicly about my relationship with God knowing how “kikay” I am to others. At any rate, I wish to believe and my family and friends affirm so, they have seen acts of maturity and doses of kindness and generosity in me through the years. I still have so much to learn and discover. Learning is and endless process so is knowing and connecting with God in a more profound manner. I hope though that I get to be better in both aspects as I travel in my life.
Thank you Lord for the gift of work of Profession and Vocation.
Thank you Mama Mary for your intercession with the deepest and shallowest desires of my heart,for letting me be a part of your UA family.
To God be the glory.